I was raised by my mother for the most part, she was a God fearing woman that completely gave her life to Christ after having 7 beautiful kids. Being left behind by my father, and my oldest brother being on SSI due to being burned early on in his life... I was like the man in the house. I never realize that at the time but now looking back, i know God put me in that situation to test me to see what i would become of it.
I remember going to Church every Sunday to give thanks to my maker, and to be honest i really did not like going to Church then cause i was really too young to understand the purpose. After jumping from Church to Church for years, my mother eventually stopped going and we started having Church in our home. She never told us why we stop going but i soon found out later in life on my own, she just focus on making sure that we knew who God was and i can't tell you guys how much i appreciate now!
By not having a father in my life... It left me with a bunch of questions with no answers, i just could not understand a lot of things. I had to get a job on my own, learn about girls on my on, just about everything i learned in life was the hard way and i thank God for it now. I remember early on my mother told me i would be a Preacher, i remember thinking back then "it's no way that is gonna happen" but when is the Lord ever wrong?
I was raised with crazy gang banging cousins that were doing the complete opposite of what my mom taught us to do, so when you have older bad influences you tend to get a little confused or misled. Once i stared to see what road they were headed i soon realized that i did not want any part of it, i still was blind to what God was trying to tell me way back then but at least i did not follow them. But since i didn't fall for the "gang banging devil" i was set up for the next trap by Lucifer through a woman!
Of course when you are younger, have no positive male role model's to show you and tell you what to stay away from... You are more likely to fall for something if you not in Word especially! So when i turned 19 i met this very sexy young lady who was my sister best friend at the time. She had a very nice shape and when your are using your flesh eyes... You get weak and fall for one of Lucifers best traps for you as a man.
I ended up getting this young lady pregnant not realizing at that time that this will change my life forever! Shortly after having our first little girl, i was planning on marrying her but she had other plans... She started talking to other guys while i was working hard for us trying to make our lives better but it soon came clear that she never had any interest in me in the first place. All she wanted was a baby by me so she can put me on child support and receive "easy money" for the next 18 to 21 years of her life.
I know this is true cause her mother work for the courts and she had done the same thing so she advised her daughter to do the same, it toke me a long time to find all this out but it was well orchestrated. For years she would not let me see my daughter so it would look better for her and no matter what i tried i was blocked off mainly due to her mother working for the courts. I had many nights crying and praying over not being able to see my daughter because Lucifer knew i didn't have a dad and he knew how bad i did not want to be anything like my father.
Once i realized that God was allowing this to happen to me, i told him that i will put it in his hands to fix this but that one fall has cause me so much! I am still in financial trouble because of this one big mistake but i know i have passed my test. After all that Lucifer caused, i did not bow, i am still serving the Lord and better at it then ever! I am a much stronger man because of this great trial and i do understand why he had me go through this.
If i can't remain strong in this battle then how will i ever be able to battle Satan's Demons? That's why i am here to testify that when you are going through something, it's usually because God trying to either get your attention, or trying to get you to learn something! So that is just one of the many reason's why you should listen to me... God has showed me so many things that most people don't know or won't see.
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